September 2011
REAL TALK.: "Can we just lay in the grass?" →
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Let’s watch the clouds float by.
Listen to each other’s heartbeat with eyes closed.
Meditate. Pray. Breathe.
Let me gently trace the shadowed contours of your face with my finger.
Allow me to feel for knots deep inside your back,
then carefully ease them free with my thumbs and elbows
as you wince quietly under your breath in both pain and pleasure.Let’s toke and philosophize.
Look up into the stars.
Expand our minds to the ends of the omniverse.
Stare deeply into each other’s eyes
as if peering into each other’s souls,
understanding each other’s very existence
even better than what we can understand for ourselves,
all without uttering a single word.—-
“Can we just lay in the grass?”
Such a simple question to ask,
yet, with so many hidden desires.
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One thing I hate about being a girl:
My parents think I’ll get raped everywhere I go
Then I’m Like - ‘Have you seen how ugly i am “
LOL just because of Mr. Bean
In my first class for Abnormal Psychology
He put on a video and beforehand said that some people may not be able to watch it. I was pretty excited since I have a high tolerance for weird things.
It started with a belly dancer in a restaurant so I thought it’d be a weird sexual thing. But then the guy brought out a capuchin monkey and tiny little bludgeoning instruments.
AND THEN I KNEW I COULD NOT WATCH IT.
When I finally looked, they were picking at it’s brain and putting it on their plates ><!!
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Edit: Jason, yeah it may sound tame. But.. I love animals more than humans. If I actually watched it I’d probably start crying and.. whimpering lol.
boredboredbored
with a headache T-T
I like to think that when you see me, you think dirty things.
I could stop being sad and "fuck it."
But being treated like a burden and waste of time and having to suck it up just makes me a cold, cynical bitch.
So I Tried to Make Things Better
But most of the people, the most important people, I’ve been in contact with today still have done nothing but hurt me. Unintentionally and/or intentionally. I’m going to sleep with a broken heart tonight.
Everybody's either ignoring me or being mean to me today.
Apparently today I’m either a burden, nonexistent, a rude ungrateful bastard of a child, and/or an overreacting night ruiner who also, apparently, isn’t willing to eat healthily.
Oh and a lazy fatty. I’m bored and alone, so text me if you want to know to whom each opinion belongs to.
Otherwise, I think it’s time to hole myself up and watch Adventure Time or Friends until I fall asleep.
