Veritas Vita

The end always sucks fucking nuts.
I can never get a good night’s sleep. 

It’s a good question. But it doesn’t lead to any good answers at all. It’s best to avoid it no matter how shitty things get.

When humans die:

When animals die:

When Dobby dies:

Truth lol.

Now that my baby’s left. Hopefully this quarter will be better to us both. I kind of wish we didn’t spend a lot of last night looking at class syllabi and stuff. It made me feel overwhelmed instead of really enjoying my last night. But cuddling next to him while we watched Weeds was so nice that everything else melted away and I was content and so comfortable in his arms. I’m going to go back to sleep and maybe dream sweet dreams before I gotta get up and get into the grind again. All I hope is that this quarter, this year, has better things in store for me.

I nevertheless wish you all on tumblr a very happy new year. I hope 2011 brings you… Hmmm, whatever it is that’ll make you happier than you ever thought you could be!

Happy New Year, friends!

The last bunch! Yeah! Happy New Year, everybody!
I hope 2011 brings you all lots of health, happiness and love :]

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WTF AM I DOING? WTF DO I DO?

2011, please be good to me. I need this shit streak to end already.

monicakathleen:

• Make weird faces
• Say “aww”
• Asks how your day was
• Act dumb
• Don’t care about their appearance
• Play with their younger siblings
• When they dance ridiculous
• Lick their lips
• Get frustrated

Here we go again.

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Damn these meds. I’m hungry and nauseous at the same time T-T I want to go curl up in a ball on my bed.

What’s that feel like again?

So I could go where I want when I want. For the most part, at least.

Is already halfway over and I feel like I’ve done nothing worthwhile. Sure, I’m really glad I’m resting a lot but I feel like I’m waaaasting my daaays awaaay. It doesn’t help that getting my wisdom teeth out/recovering from it makes me suuuuper lazy.

Where have the days goonnneee???

Maybe I should try falling asleep? Haha yeeaah riiight.

greatestgeneration:

This was a photo from a roll my granpa had while serving in Europe during WWII. I love so many things about this photo. I think my favorite, though, is the guitar in the background.

I really, really like this picture.

BORED. I can’t fall asleep either. Mythbusters is on entertaining the two I was sitting in between but I’ve decided to relocate to my bedroom where I probably still won’t fall asleep. So far I’m running on 4hrs of sleep and that includes the half hour from my surgery. And later Stuart’s leaving to go see our friends that I thought we were going to see tomorrow instead. But I should’ve figured plans would get changed somehow so I wouldn’t be able to see them for another long while. That’s just how the universe likes to treat me lol. So hopefully my friend Madison can come see me with smoothies. Probably not gonna happen though considering what I just said about the universe. Oh and.. It’s raining and she lives in the canyons and she barely got her license.

Baaaaaallllssss. I should just bury myself in a mash potato food coma!

I need to cut them. But where?
It’s hard for me to trust people with my hair -_-

Finally caught up again.

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I feel like.. Something’s missing. And I think I’ve figured out what it is. What I haven’t figured out, however, is how to get it or how to fix it. It’s like it’s a tiny hole in me that’s slowly getting larger and larger making me feel emptier and emptier. Slowly but surely.